Today is the 15th May 2008 . Knew it, i knew, i haven't been blogging . There's a reason behind .

I think i'm hopeless . Seriously, i mean, look . . . i quitted my job to focus on my studies, but i'm not doing so . Last year was job that came along with the Finland Study trip, so my mind was then fulla ''work hard and get to Finland'' thoughts . This year ? It's all about party, night life and goodness gracious . . cars . I would like to know very much what comes next in Year 3 . Well, kinda predict it would be relationship, but who knows ? It might be back to work again .

Recently got to know friends . From match to friendster to someone who is as idiotic to give away my number without my acknowledgement . Speaking of which, i'll very much like to know, say if you're a guy, would you give away one of your female friend's contact details just because you think she's very friendly and your male friends should know her ? I don't know, but please, if you think it's okay to give away my contact details without me knowing and to my advantage of making more friends, i'll just have to say, thank you, i don't need this kinda introduction to widen my circle of friends . I was angry . I trusted you, once, twice, and then came the third time and that's it . Three times ! I thought my patience could hold me back .

Anyway, to those that cared and advise me to think thrice before i act, i appreciate it . I'll try, but no promises . I don't wanna end up giving people empty promises . I'll gave you my word when i have full confidence . Right now, i'll just have to keep myself disciplined .

Went chalet yesterday, it was worse than i expected . Bugs, insects and flies everywhere you go . Gross ! And i came back home at night, gonna go over tonight again . Sometimes i really wonder why i always prefer to work and be alone . Isn't it better to be with your family laughing off at some jokes and feeling happiness ? Whatever .

Went out with David and YaoWen that night and they bought me to Rochester for a drink . Chatted and was kinda affect by what they said . Sports car don't deliver comfort . Haha, well, i'm now kinda skewed to the ''go for Mercedes'' thought, then mod it and get it monstrous ? Or perhaps i'll just get an M5 . =) . That's one devil, V10 engine . . . 5 seconds car . Rich man's stuff . Then the day before cost accounting test, i actually when out to Geylang with David and Lionel for supper, flunked the test in the end . Not because of them, but because i didn't wanna study when my mind is not concentrating . It's like useless when i do so, same case when you're in a relationship if one side is half-hearted . It takes two hands to clap .

Alright, time's up ! Time to go . See ya ! !